I am so glad to have your Daddy back. Things have been so wonderful since he has been home. We have always had such a strong relationship, but his 4 weeks away just made it even stronger. I am so lucky to have him as a husband and you are going to be SO lucky to have him as a Daddy. His Dad, Grandpa Boyd, gave him a blessing the other day and he was told that he would be a very helpful Daddy. That makes me smile and thankful for such a willing, loving, and dedicated husband and Daddy. I want you to know how important it is to marry somebody who houses these same characteristics one day.
I love you so much, and I know it's only going to double when I finally get to meet you. I can't believe we have been together for over 9 months now. I feel so close to you spiritually. My heart swells when I think about holding you for the first time and seeing your beautiful face. Your Dad and I feel so blessed. There are so many people who want to bring children to this earth but are unable. We constantly thank our Heavenly Father for giving you to us. It's such a beautiful miracle to have a daughter who is part of the both of us. We are a true eternal family. We are so excited to meet you Nora. I can't wait to be your Mom and I hope that I do a good job. I hope that you can be proud of me, I hope that your Dad will be proud of me as a wife and mother and I also hope that our Heavenly Father will be proud of me as your earthly mother. I know that I will need his help every single day though, to be the kind of Mother that he would have me be.
Things have been kind of hard for Mom the last few weeks. I haven't slept well for weeks. My body is tired and I don't have the energy to finish the chores around the house that I want to before you get here. My legs are so swollen from retaining water and by the end of the day, I feel like an elephant. You are sitting so low that my bladder is constantly being pressed on. I have to go to the bathroom at least once every hour, and sometimes twice. I get really sore and tired just from doing the easy things that I used to do everyday. I've been having contractions every single day and they make me very sore from the tightness in my chest to the soreness in my pelvis. My back is very tight from trying to hold you up and there are knots all up and down my spine. These and many more reasons make me so very excited for you to come home with us. You're getting so big now - big enough to sustain yourself outside the womb. It's so surreal. The moment I have been waiting for for the last 9 months is finally around the corner. I am ecstatic. I am also very nervous. I am scared for the delivery. Mommy has never had a very strong tolerance for pain, and I know that delivery is very painful. I hope that things go smoothly and we bring you here healthy and strong. I hope that I can recover easily and quickly and be able to do all the things with you right away that I have been dreaming about. You mean the world to me and I can't wait to hold you, feed you and bond with you every minute of every day.
Baby girl, I will see you so soon and I want you to know that I love you more than I have words to express.
Daddy and I cannot wait to hold your little head in the palm of our hands and call you by your name and kiss you over and over. Daddy always talks about seeing your first yawn. Make sure to give him a really cute yawn. We will see you ever so soon. Stay strong until the day that we meet you.
Love always and forever,
Mommy.
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